“Well,
you wonder why I always dress in black,/Why you never see bright colors on my
back,/And why does my appearance seem to have a somber tone./Well, there's a
reason for the things that I have (John R. Cash).” These words, spoken by the
soulful singer, Johnny Cash, are why my justification on why my blog went from
pink, the color of love, to black. Please ask me no more, I can barely handle
that both myself and Hamlet are upset. But of course, Hamlet and I are in a
lover’s quarrel and that is something I do not want to get in to at this very
moment. I just wish that God in heaven would help him, and for this I’ve
pleaded multiple times. “O, help him, you sweet heavens! (3. 1. 145).” I must
utter these words multiple times a day. I just want my beloved Hamlet to return
to me, and maybe, just maybe, once again, we will be happy again. And why the
blue outlining? Well, dear friends of mine, I’m incredibly upset. Sometimes,
Hamlet is just so hot and cold. Just a few nights ago, he shows up in my room
and what a sweet surprise that was (but a true lady never kisses and tells, if
you know what I mean), but today “And I, of ladies most deject and wretched,
that sucked the honey of his musicked vows (3. 1. 169-170).” I mean, I told him
everything and trusted him, and this is how he repays me. I used to think that
Hamlet wasn’t the typical boy, but I supposed I may be wrong.
Also,
you may notice that the font has changed. Well, my readers, while love is a
very serious and formal topic, I’ve received some complaints that my original
font was just a little too formal. So, I’m attempting to lighten up a little.
Though my life is becoming much harder to maintain, it’s sometimes easier to
handle if things get lightened up just a tad. And if you look closely at the
picture in the background, it appears to be the barren desert. That’s because
things are horribly wrong here in my home of Denmark. “something
is rotten in the state of Denmark (1.4.90)" and, if Denmark is going down
with a white flag, it will soon become a desert country.
Until next time,
Ophelia, who at one point was thought to be the next Queen
of Denmark
Girl, I feel you Ophelia. I too am in a great depressing state. I am sorry that you and Hamlet are having issues. I hope that your black clothes soon change to lighter happier ones. But maybe you should forget about him, for I fear if you linger on this depressive state then you will spiral down into depression. Don't dwell on how it was, "Oh, woe is me, / T' have seen what I have seen, see what I see!" (3.1.160-161). The past is past just move on, and you should get through it. I am still sorry that there is stuff not right between you and him, I did hear he was quite rude, "Still better and worse." (3.2.235).
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Ahh this lovers quarrel is so rough… as they always are. I definitely understand. Everything just feels so hopeless at this point. The color change from happy and bright, to dark and glum is definitely evident. It definitely feels like everything’s falling apart. Based on that crazy stunt he pulled in my room makes me really question Hamlet. I thought he wasn’t the typical mysterious guy… I thought he was different… but maybe I was wrong, and those around me giving me advice were right…. *sigh* being a girl is a CONSTANT struggle… love, O
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